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Sunday, February 17, 2013

Still blogging

Hey guys I have returned to blogging I am just not blogging here if you wish to read my blog add me on fb it's in my notes or Peter Day I something don't remember to post here and I see fb everyday so yeah love you guys Love Peter

Tuesday, October 9, 2012

i wsih to never promise

I am sadly not a man of his word it is not that i m untrust worthy it is just I need to be reminded ...But as they says here what youand never being bored b miseed in my life.

I sometimes feel like in this relationship I am the one pulling all the wirgh he doesnt want to have sex i cook clean and do a lot of stuff. And have been struggling with a recent weigh problem I am not 170 which I usaully weigh around 150 and him even joking about it hurts lik staying he didnt like me wearing his shirt cause i strecthed it out really hurt but th reason why I say this is I cant seem to keep a promise like not smokin so simple yet so hard not sleeping in and just not getting depresed which I do at times we all do... I seem to have nothingg I really want to do and yet I just dont know I honestly dont know what the future hold last year I had a year of adventures random sex partying a little drugs just never being bored waking up and being naked with bad boi on me asleep then just getting coffee not worrying about what naked boys we had brought home last night cause i was happy with my body naked now i just cant do that I have a settled life and people ask us if we are a married couple and I am no that guy is it bad I miss my party life i know if I started doing all that I did living life on the go I would be hott and wanted and get sex whenever I wanted where ever I wanted I was that guy/.... am i ready to settle down I hate when nothing as been done all day and he tells me I just want to relax today... i am tired of relaxing.... abd he is too he wants to go dancing i want one random out of the box adventure that doesnt invlove food


p.s. if you want a refence to my life watch strapped even the umm selling part i have done kinda explains a lot

Tuesday, September 18, 2012

It's tuedays

    Have you all noticed I post on Tuedays? It's weird but I kinda like it I mean it gets you over the Mondays and nothing intresting happens on a Tuesday. So this is my evil plan I am going to post on Tuesday so everyone is so bored they have to read this crap I write down for the whole world to see.
                              Anyone noticing the indents well yall better be.!?

Now guys I need your attention before I write the blog blah blah it has come to my attention while I was commenting that some of youfollowers like to take your pants off for your photo. Now I am very free and I love to be nude and have posed nude for serval private modeling jobs from Lake Charlas to Houston. But I am trying to reach a young crowd and be the voice that helps them through all the utter shit they do not have to go through I want a parent to see my blog and say yes son we can read this together because maybe just maybe his journey can help us with yours. Now I do keep some very well labal rated R bogs because I am friends with the owners and they are of good quailty and I actaully allowed one of the R blogs to do a shoot with me last year. This was while I was away...
 So I have contacted my tech guy Jay who has a blog himself here (since I am remodeling I do not have all my link resources off hand...)  to see if he can find a way to move you to another page sorry but your penis' are cute like a puppy not I want to gobble them down so no pervy perv emails. which btw new email  and I love you guys just yeah pull em up! I have never done a nudey post and never will...sorry I aint porn I is me and me aint porn unless me doin you then youd think you were in a porn with the way you b actin fool.. its chill chill ...anybody esle get annoyed by that kind of typing ME ME ME!!!

          Btw if i dont have a solution your blog will be removed if you have a nude image as you front cover I am still considering if butts count...Now onwards I have morning coffee soon...

    So I am not sure where to start. I have lasped completely went over board. I am now considering medical treatment. Yesterday everything was good then the air got thicker like it was running out and my heart racing and i was pacing whie my bf watched trying to laugh me out of it finally he asked for a hug which i gave to him and burst into tears for like a hour then went back to pacing finlly we came up stiars and watched ugly betty. I thought I was considering I felt like I needed to faint. So then I woke up shakey sick to my stomach and lightheaded feeling. Which to wake up to is not a good feeling I still have the sick to my stomach had it all day and the shakeness casaully there not sure what the hell is wrong but I know i hate myself for it and I know i hate that i have it and am not strong eugh to handle it that it is effecting my life. I went a whole year and two deaths without having one and now this third death in my room of all places just got to me striking to close to home. Rayne is trying to stay by me but he has college all day and he goes every day of the week but he always comes home as soon as he can to make sure i am not unnessarly left home alone while dog sitting for his sister ...hey it's money.
     I do feel scared of him leaving me for someone more stable someone who can provide for him we had sex me on top for the first time in a long time he could take when we first started he rode the carsel a little to often and it wasnt good for him it started hurting so we have had to use meds to get him better which it got to a point where i resented it but i understood even thought i was not having sex for the longest time in my life spand. my baby was getting better for me. And now he is better so we have to work our way towards the goal him being tight like a V agian but I am understanding and can wait because in love you wait and hope and you do that alot. But you dont care because it's your baby.            Love<~Peter~>

p.s. i want to tell yall about everything about today but I think it is better saved for another blog post!

So here the deal I will be doing another blog post this friday just for my amazing fans and me and rayne might pull up the blog radio thing so let me know if yall would like that


Tuesday, September 11, 2012


Dear, Reader

         Somehow in life I am forgetful. It seems as if I remember everything a week after it happens. If you ask me something I just did then I will not be able to tell you where I put that very important paper that you need right this second. GOD! I ain't no mircle worker. I am very lucky to remember what I do.  Which is probably why I forgot to blog for about a week that and well I was living life everytime I got online I was doing other things now I know, I know yall want to hear about my life, but I have gotten some great comments I would like to respond to.

"always good to hear from you I agree it good to have someone had my BF over two years now although I consider Scot my partner these days sounds more official for some reason .Also I too have been helping out with a support group of Gay teenagers it has opened my eye`s a little made me feel grateful for what I have compared to others . Lee
   You have always been one of the cutest bloggers here and I have always enjoyed you blog it is nice to see you are still around and finally after a very, very long time actaully commenting lol. In ways it is good to have a boyfriend. Yes, I will say sometimes I wish to could just be done. Leave just so I didn't have all the stress go back to my old life. I wouldn't have all that I worry about if I wasn't part of my life but then I remember that I love him and we are together and you just stop looking at it as me and look at it as WE. I hope you and Scot can become offical and rough it out which I am sure yall already do. And the Gay group I worked with was to say the least a mob yes they help but anyone who works for them they hurt."
"Hi there, Peter

It's good to hear from you again - I'm looking forward to seeing more of your posts.

I'm glad to hear you're still with your boyfriend. Good luck with your studies - learning something new helps keep the brain active, and you never know when what you learn might be useful.

Good luck, too, with your youth projects - I think you can do a lot of good for others.

Take care

Dear Mark
Thank you for so much of your surport and the words of encourgement and me too I am so glad to hear I am still going strong with him. Can I tell you how hard it is to be in a 7 month relationship and how you get in fights where you forget what the fuck you are fighting about. How they can just end suddenly then it's all fixed and you are hugging each other, after just a few seconds ago wanting to rip each other apart. It's confusing as hell. And yeah I think I feel my rusty old gears being oiled. I read this book called Flight the first chapter is completely horrible then it gets weird then it becomes a amazing noval obessed with penis. So I def! learned somethin new a crap beginning doesnt mean a crap end and all these classes have to do with Indians.....Weird!"
"Welcome back! Looking forward to the new endeavor!

Peace <3 br="br">Jay
Dear, Jay
 I am to my last endeavor was I started a painting company which was a amazing experince until the owner of the home who was the head of a car dealership tried to short change us ....long story short never trust a car sells man. He stole paint brushes for godsakes."
"Every young gay guy needs a bf in bed with him; gay or straight I despise the guilt trip laid on young people over the perfectly healthy activity of love and sex. Most of the sex-haters are the ones who are not getting any, and misery loves company.
-Peter, quit smoking immediately. It is an unsexy habit that just gets worse and more addictive as the years pass. It killed my younger brother last year with a massive heart attack from 40 yrs of heavy smoking. It is very expensive too and you can buy a car with the money you save. Remember it takes many months to get over it for good, and never touch another one. - Wayne :)
Dear ,Wayne
 The only problem I have with sharing a bed with my bf is that one he is a bed hog and two I have one of those guys scare of death and now that I am truely falling in love with him I can never sleep properly waking up all hours of the night to check his breathing and if he doesnt breathe fast eugh waking him up or poking him.... I know it's psycho. But it's one of my annoying ways I show my love I think it stems from when my little brother slept with him and he has asma so I had to constantly wake up and make sure he was breathing. And I wish I was getting laid more regurally I actaully went the longest without sex in a relationship then out....and I am trying just me I am i can go about two to three weeks without and for the last year almost I have only bought one pack of cigs. I have figured out the art of getting free cigs somehow. So no money wasted of mine on it which is at least one postive."
"Oh yeah, whatever happened to Jack? People should really close out a blog with a suitable post. I hope he is ok. - Wayne
Dear , PS Wayne
First of all I must address that picture of your because you look like a sexy mofo is it really you?
Now with that out of the way Me and Jack don't talk all that often usaully I will hack his fb and track him down to get him to contact me he has off to uni and is a medie film student. He has since lost his V card to a douchbag... I really wanted that damn V card. And yes Jack I know I call every guy your with a douchbag asshole pirck freak of nature... I get jealous of boy who wants my boys even if I am not with them. Guess they will always be in my heart. He is working in a pub. And has been with a cutie for about a month or so.See I said something postive..."
"Well, good for you, Peter!


Dear, Andy
I dont quite know how to respond to this so here is a random story. So me and my boy are very unromatic it about sex I have always been this way but then one day he decides to get some sexy underwear. they were way to small so he put a big shirt of mine. and waited in the room for me omg was he a sight. He doesn't like sex much I could have it all the time an he gets horny about once a month... Or jacks off in the shower which pisses me off I mean really?! well he was all sexy like so I tore off my shirt got between his legs put him on my shoulders shoved him agianst the wall on my shoulders sucking his dick then bringing him down slwly his body up removing his shirt with him on knee kissing him then lubing up sticking it in him letting him backwards so his hands were touching the ground doing a backwards wheel barrel. Going after him rubbing his stiffness till he gives me his youth on my chest him clamping down and giving him my feel good. Then Exhuasted I dropped him for a second...Point of the story one moment ruins a amazing moment even amazing fucking sex."
Thank you for all your comments I love yall always if there is anything you wanna know ask away I am very honest Love<~Peter~>

Tuesday, September 4, 2012

This post

Dear Reader

  Life...what do I say about something that comes to a end. That little word invokes so much inspiration and yet it also invokes fear. We like for life, we live for freedom. In the end we live for everyone's life but ourselves. Looking for what is viewed as right, what others think of as wrong. Finding that one person is life, losing them is everything.
   Right now in my life I have my boyfriend of six months, I have a loving place which is in the bed next to him. I have a lot and yet I feel as if I need more. I have recently since not being able to go to collage myself have started studying what he studies in hopes I can help him and maybe learn what I need to know for when go to school I can already know what I need to know.
   In my blog I have been lacking and telling nothing to anyone using lame excuses when I am online a lot. I think it is time to revamp and start anew. Time for a tell all about everything it takes for me to live those four letters L...I...F...E.
     Yes it will be a lot of work but I have recently been working with a lot of gay youth projects and I have found that my reason for creating my blog has come back there is no gay youth blogs that is someone actually their age. Writing things they can relate to, one that can be updated. So here's to a new start. Let's do this right or finally give up. I have looked over my stats and I have seen you all come back I still have 4k page views a month and I think with a little will-power that I can be a little honest.                                                                                                                xoxo Love<~Peter~>

Likes-all things boys, penis', and monster trucks

Hates- My bad smoking habit, fakes, and my bf sis bf

Thursday, July 19, 2012

gone and back

It seems everytime I say I am going to come back. I fail yet agian to make a return and leave my blog to ashes yet I still have loyal readers who come back and read everything I have already wrote. In the time I have left blogger things have changed. In a way that in over the course of a year is amazing. I now live in real life, once always being sucluded. A lonely extenistence that taught me what I have learned most in the real world don't know.
   They drink and be merry and fall into a repetative loop over and over.
 On to me I now have a boyfriend going on five months the 22nd. I live with him and his parents right now due to mom maybe running off to houston with my brothers. I no longer live with my grandparents and they are coming around that I am gay.
    Due to only meeting guy friends when I randomly show up which I am called a witch in my family for popping up out of no where after long amounts of time and everyone being surpised by it.
    Its hard to live not belonging which is how i feel at my boyfriends house which I do believe he loves me but he is 18 this Jan. everyone wants him and I fear i am losing the body I once had. Mostly on my part which I need to find the drive to work out and devote myself to keeping it. I also fear he has not sewed his wild oats I know in disappearing to Houston to breaking free and going on random adventures I have learned alot in the last year.
   And yes as always I promise to tell some stories but who knows if I will keep that lol.... I did get a job in construction then I had a job as a website content creator. But life is changing hell I am even a psychic now...Who knew.... My tarrot says basically the table of my life has been thrown like a drunk losing card player who doesn't want to admit defeat. So where will my cards land and will I blog long eugh for you all to find out?                                                                                                       Love once agian <~Peter~>

p.s. anyone remember my thousands of p.s s

p.s.s. or this feature


hates-getting turned down by boyfriendloosing touch

Wednesday, May 30, 2012

all blogs

Hey guys sorry i havent been on i am trying to come back but i have been running a website call and that has taken alot of time which i would like to say if you would like to advertise you blog get with me at and we can talk i love you all and boy do i got stories to tell so love peter is now active! Love<~Peter~>