I am sadly not a man of his word it is not that i m untrust worthy it is just I need to be reminded ...But as they says here what youand never being bored b miseed in my life.
I sometimes feel like in this relationship I am the one pulling all the wirgh he doesnt want to have sex i cook clean and do a lot of stuff. And have been struggling with a recent weigh problem I am not 170 which I usaully weigh around 150 and him even joking about it hurts lik staying he didnt like me wearing his shirt cause i strecthed it out really hurt but th reason why I say this is I cant seem to keep a promise like not smokin so simple yet so hard not sleeping in and just not getting depresed which I do at times we all do... I seem to have nothingg I really want to do and yet I just dont know I honestly dont know what the future hold last year I had a year of adventures random sex partying a little drugs just never being bored waking up and being naked with bad boi on me asleep then just getting coffee not worrying about what naked boys we had brought home last night cause i was happy with my body naked now i just cant do that I have a settled life and people ask us if we are a married couple and I am no that guy is it bad I miss my party life i know if I started doing all that I did living life on the go I would be hott and wanted and get sex whenever I wanted where ever I wanted I was that guy/.... am i ready to settle down I hate when nothing as been done all day and he tells me I just want to relax today... i am tired of relaxing.... abd he is too he wants to go dancing i want one random out of the box adventure that doesnt invlove food
p.s. if you want a refence to my life watch strapped even the umm selling part i have done kinda explains a lot